I hesitated upon entering into this fray -- it started out pretty antagonistically, and hasn't really slowed down since.
That being said, I appreciate the candor of Longhornguy. He possesses boldness that I wish Christians had.
I, too, was born in 1986.
But I was born dead.
They tried to get my heart beating, but to no avail.
Then, as they gave up, I lived.
But I am brain-damaged. I am more than half-deaf and half-blind. I have an IQ of 162, but I can't run like the other kids. Mind you, I can run, but it looks pretty dumb.
Although I look like the average guy on the street, the doctors at one point told my mother that I'd never talk or hear.
I was raised in a Christian home, and my father became a missionary to Zambia, Africa.
He died of malaria.
Shortly after, my beloved, unsaved grandfather wanted us to visit him when we came back to the states.
He died before we got there.
We (my mother and the three of us brothers) were going to go back to Zambia, as we were promised we could, but...
The mission board wouldn't let us.
We were promised a hefty sum of money from insurances from relatives, but...
The state took it all.
We moved to NY again, joined a church, and...
Were MISERABLE there.
I went to Bible college, tried to serve the Lord, and...
Developed MRSA, a deadly staph infection.
After surgeries, I was cured, went back to Bible college, and...
Developed varicoceles, a very painful condition, and lost my job.
After learning how to live with that, I went back to Bible college and...
Was expelled for something I did my freshman year.
And now here I am. No girlfriend, no money, no degree, bad health, and no real reason to become a motivational speaker.
But, my friend, there IS a God.
And His name is Jehovah.
But I'm not at all going to try to prove Him to you, because you mentioned that you're not an atheist.
And I'm not going to try to convince you of the inerrancy of the Scriptures. I won't try to convince you that Christianity is real and powerful. You are likely already past the point of other people convincing you of the truth. You've made up your mind.
But I'll say this: When you hit the bottom of the barrel in life, you'll believe in Him, and in His Bible. When you're in a foxhole somewhere (figuratively or even literally), you'll call on Him, doing something that is taught in the Bible. But...most importantly, when you die...you will see Him.
And you will realize that you were wrong. When you see Him, all your speculations and mental meanderings about why the Bible can't be right will vanish. Just...like...that.
I don't know how to prove that to you. I don't know how to say it in a way that would convince you.
But I love you enough to tell you -- there IS still a chance. Look around. "The heavens declare the glory of God (Jehovah, not Allah or Buddha or others), and the firmament sheweth His handiwork." You can still believe. You can still put your trust in Him. He died and rose again for you. I have FAITH that the tomb is still empty, no matter what Satan may try to have us believe by means of a false science or lies.
Buddha never rose again. Allah never existed. Muhammed was a murderer, thief, liar, and fornicator. Hinduism is an invention of the twisted mind. Shinto is demonic untruths. Ghandi never gave salvation. Confucius was confused. But the only grave that is empty is the grave of Jesus Christ, son of God.
I don't like to think of myself as a very dogmatic person. But...in this case, I'll make an exception. The Bible is true. Christianity is real. And those who oppose it are...
Dead wrong. My condolences to those who would be so narrow-minded and scrutinizing (Isn't that what I'M accused of?) of Christianity. Who are we? Who are you to challenge the most sold, read, and trusted book in the world? Are you a scholar? No. You're 21.
Get some notches in your belt first. Wait until you're 70. THEN, after a life filled with experiences and degrees, you can tell me the Bible's not true.
Thanks for reading, friend.