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I could dispense myself of guilt if I coud go back to my childhood and warn Marie Antionette that she could save her head by not starting the French Revolution...
I would of paid attention to the signs and SAID NO and not gotten married. The signs being;
* First date his car broke down on the highway in the rain, and the bar we went to ended up being a "Bikie" bar - real rough
* Long distance relationships do not work as he was in the UK and I lived in the States,
* Knew each other for 4 years but only spent total of 3 months in each other company before marriage
* telephone marriage proposal - the smoke/fire alarm went off so could not understand what he was saying, had to yell it over the phone.
* Ring arrives in the mail, big flaw in the middle of the diamond, had to be returned
* wedding was in the garden, the video shows when I was saying my vows he wasn't even paying attention to me but was looking upwards at the bird in the tree above us
* bird ended up pooping on him about 5 minutes later
* honeymoon - he was so nervous that he failed in the bedroom for the first 2 days- I swear I wasn't demanding!
* on the plane to move to the UK to live and held up in the "detention holding cells" for 4 hours at the airport as the laws has changed one month before and I did not have a "Permanent Visa" to live in the U.K.
* Only thing that saved me not being put on a plane back to the States was friend of family was an immigration officer who had told him didn't need it 3 months before so I got to stay
* Moved even farther away from my siblings in the States, UK to Australia
* very different backgrounds-over years found out not much in common
* 12 years later marriage ended from him having affair with a woman at his work
* Single parent raising 2 kids - now adults, they are the only thing that came out good from that relationship
So now you know why I would of changed my mind! Maybe in my next life!
I've given this much thought, and knowing what my life is now, and all it took to get me here, the only thing I'd really change is the place I lived when I was only 18, on my own and with my son who was only 5 months old. My front door would have 4 dead bolts on it, and serious locks on all the windows, and the man who broke in would never have gotten through that door!
hmmmmm I think this is a powerful question and have been thinking on this ever since it was posted.
The one thing I would tell myself to change my future is:
Girl.... don't let that first husband be mean to you and don't let him slap you around. Be assertive and stand up for your rights as a wife and mother. And if that doesn't help, get out as soon as you can. Take karate lessons if you have to....and if you have to hire a hit man....do it!
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