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Originally Posted by MPowering1
For the most part it's the other way around. They're mentally ill and end up homeless because they cannot keep a job.
There's a high number of veterans among them who just aren't getting the help they need and deserve.
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I've likely had PTSD since childhood. I grew up in an extremely abusive home. It was so bad that I fantasized suicide starting around the age of five. Then I was forced to marry a violent rapist when I was still a child. I have never had a true friend my whole life. Society allowed me to be abused right in front of them. It was never a secret. No one has ever cared about me.
I was never able to keep a job because of physical health problems.
My homeless experiences just added more trauma to it. Even my physical problems are traumatic. I have lived a life where my body literally attacks itself. I have auto immune disease. My body has been trying to kill itself. I had to be put on chemo to shut down my immune system. For most of my life I have lived afraid of my own body because I never know when I'd get another episode. During the more violent episodes I would have blood filling up the toilet because my insides were bleeding. The attitude of most of the doctors were like 'yeah, you're bleeding; who cares' and I have mostly been denied medical care, even after I was finally diagnosed. I have been completely powerless to do anything about it. I have even nearly died a few times because the doctors and hospitals would ignore my problems and deny me medical treatment.