I totally understand how you're feeling.
I'm a reporter and I cover the local courthouse. During the past few weeks I've written about
:
- A grandmother who gave her 4-month-old grandson a fatal dose of prescription drugs to "keep him quiet for a few hours."
- A father who sadistically sexually assaulted his teenage daughter for several hours and blamed it on the fact that he'd "had about 20 beers."
- An adoptive father who raped a teenage girl he had adopted from Eastern Europe because "she was having sex with her 25-year-old nanny anyway."
These crimes all took place in small, rural towns. I can't imagine the horrors I'd have to write about if I worked for a large metro paper.