hello
my name is "M", i'm here just talk about me,
so i don't know where to begin with, i'm 26 years old, i'm single and i always belived in love and grand gesture and greate thing will happen to me,but every year of life goes by and i dont beleve it any more
im not saying that i never had love, i had it once, at the age of 20, i was happy, i sow my life with him, but it didn't last for ever, life happen to me, we just grow apart, i tried after that, to find someone hwo make me feel happy someone that when you with you just know that it can last, but it never did.
This few months ago i have met someone hwo could fit, hwo just getting in in my life so easy, we laugh, had crazy moment together, like we knew each other years ago, but we didn't talk about the relationship that we had, he just ask me what i whant from him, i mean from our relationship,but i didn't say any thing because i didn't want to seem so needy,so that why i coudn't say that i want something serious, but i tought he knew or will maybe say that he want to try and be my boyfriend and to be exclusive with me.(
PS: why i couldn't say that i whant to be with him, because the first time we had together, he told me that he love so much woman that he can not be just with one, and i don't know but i tried to accept that because it has been so long that i never had this chemestry with someone, i had hope , and it kill's me, i hoped love but love doesn"t want me
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One day, no calls no messages nothing from him, i have so much pride so i didn't call also, but than i did,but he block my number, and it ****ing hurt me, i didn't uderstand why he did that, but after 10 day's, he called me, to tell me he was sorry, and he told me why he did't return my calls, he was with another girl and he didn't want any one to call him so he just block his phone,
i was mad, it hurt me, i told himthat, but he said i ask you what you want from me and i didn't tell him.
he said that he was sorry and wanted to tell me the truth, because he don't want to hurt me, and that his not a bad persone and his just a man and men nature is like that,then he said that he wish's if he can see me again, because we laugh and we understind echother but than i was mad and i told him to forget about me but than i told him that i'm not so mad at him because we never said we'r in couple, and because maybe i'm afraid to be alone, he told that if i want to talk to him about my problem's and work that i could, so that why im writing this so i don't talk to him, i"m a mess think ou for reading this and sory for my english i'm french
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