Doesn't seem possible for people to respect one another nowadays.
Came into this world to make it better and tell the truth and nobody can respect the human inside... only attack someone for their opinions. You are a world of cowards and attackers. I am going to kill myself. I'm not afraid of death at all and I will go back to where I cam from, GOD.
I may be "autistic" but at least I'm not a bully and never have been. I do feel that the bullies and nasty people of this world have some responsibility for my death. I have tried everything, from meditation to counseling of all varieties, to developing myself as a person only to be crapped on by people and hated. No I don't feel "sorry" for myself. I'm going oto end my life and I hope you all feel better about yourselves. Bye
Came into this world to make it better and tell the truth and nobody can respect the human inside... only attack someone for their opinions. You are a world of cowards and attackers. I am going to kill myself. I'm not afraid of death at all and I will go back to where I cam from, GOD.
I may be "autistic" but at least I'm not a bully and never have been. I do feel that the bullies and nasty people of this world have some responsibility for my death. I have tried everything, from meditation to counseling of all varieties, to developing myself as a person only to be crapped on by people and hated. No I don't feel "sorry" for myself. I'm going oto end my life and I hope you all feel better about yourselves. Bye
People who think I'm lying about autism
Seems like there's people who believe I am lying (at least on the forum) about being autistic.
Right so I live through years of crap and abuse from people, severe social interaction problems, workplace bullying and unemployment, ostracisation etc... and somebody just thinks I'm lying about having this mental health condition.
I am writing these blogs because people are IGNORANT about this condition. Every idiot thinks they can say "oh I know someone on the spectrum" so they think they know everything about it. Guess what, everybody's experience with it is different and people are on different levels of the autistic spectrum.
I'm not interested in having everybody's attention, my goal is to turn people's misunderstandings and judgment about people with the condition into understanding and basic human decency and respect. We people with this condition get enough negative attention from others so why not at least have those people educated so they can stop their crap and leave us alone or at least be decent towards us.
Anyone who thinks I am being insincere or using the word "autism" as excuses for anything is a mistaken judgmental fool who has no idea what living a life through the "filter" of autism is like. We are complete people inside who want love and want to give love as much as anyone else and the condition makes us seen very differently by people.
What the hell do some people want? Should I dig out my psychiatric records, assessment details, diagnosis etc.. and even my employment record, etc.. and scan it into my computer to show these people?
Boring though it may seem to judgmental people that I am going on about myself here, it is only the case because I am correcting ignorant comments from particular people who would accuse me of being liar.
Right so I live through years of crap and abuse from people, severe social interaction problems, workplace bullying and unemployment, ostracisation etc... and somebody just thinks I'm lying about having this mental health condition.
I am writing these blogs because people are IGNORANT about this condition. Every idiot thinks they can say "oh I know someone on the spectrum" so they think they know everything about it. Guess what, everybody's experience with it is different and people are on different levels of the autistic spectrum.
I'm not interested in having everybody's attention, my goal is to turn people's misunderstandings and judgment about people with the condition into understanding and basic human decency and respect. We people with this condition get enough negative attention from others so why not at least have those people educated so they can stop their crap and leave us alone or at least be decent towards us.
Anyone who thinks I am being insincere or using the word "autism" as excuses for anything is a mistaken judgmental fool who has no idea what living a life through the "filter" of autism is like. We are complete people inside who want love and want to give love as much as anyone else and the condition makes us seen very differently by people.
What the hell do some people want? Should I dig out my psychiatric records, assessment details, diagnosis etc.. and even my employment record, etc.. and scan it into my computer to show these people?
Boring though it may seem to judgmental people that I am going on about myself here, it is only the case because I am correcting ignorant comments from particular people who would accuse me of being liar.
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It seems the general public has a hard time understanding the words empathy and sympathy.Posted 03-12-2015 at 08:03 AM by Timemachineman
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Sadly, it also seems that the majority of people (well, young people, I don't know about older members of society as much) never try to seek what's right in the world, or to develop their morals.Posted 03-12-2015 at 08:06 AM by Timemachineman
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[COLOR="Teal"][B]You must have had more comments than I see. I figure you have deleted them. I don't think you are autistic. Something going on there tho.[/COLOR][/B][IMG]http://www.sherv.net/cm/emoticons/bugs/confused-caterpillar-smiley-emoticon.gif[/IMG]Posted 03-12-2015 at 01:31 PM by portlandphi
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[quote=portlandphi;bt59055][COLOR=teal][B]You must have had more comments than I see. I figure you have deleted them. I don't think you are autistic. Something going on there tho.[/B][/COLOR][IMG]http://www.sherv.net/cm/emoticons/bugs/confused-caterpillar-smiley-emoticon.gif[/IMG][/quote]
I think I'll trust my life experiences, my diagnosis based on months of assessment, my social disability etc... over the opinion of someone who knows nothing about me on the internet thank you. This blog entry was posted two days ago, with 64 views as of this time, how many comments do you think there should be? Nothing has been "deleted". The basic fact is you know absolutely nothing about me, much less on an internet forum, so that invalidates anything you could possibly assume about me or my mental condition. Apparently you also like to make assumptions (your comment is full of them) and that is both deceitful and hypocritical.Posted 03-13-2015 at 11:21 AM by MeteoFlan
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I have an 18 y.o son with Aspergers, and probably have something similar myself but was not diagnosed in my era- hence my interest in fine detail of weather stats, geography etc. (did an internet test too and was indicative)
Nothing to be ashamed of.
I no longer have a goal to be universally liked or socially accepted, but there are ways now to impose your will and presence on those who want to be difficult.
There are severe penalties for workplace bullying and harassment these days as well.Posted 03-17-2015 at 12:34 AM by Derek41
