Blog # 1 ......well i join city-Data.com because i wanted to be able to post my points of views and read what others had to say also.....ok lets well i believe in the Paranormal very much i mean there has to be more to then just being born .. i hope there is anyways .. not sure if i want to be a ghost but hey i hope i go on to a better place then to say i just lived that it ..lol..plzzzz .....i have had many encounters with ghosts...have seen them , felt them , heard them sense them since i was 6 years old ..being born hispanic / native american you kinda born into stuff like believing in ghosts ....i learn alot from my grandmother whom i think was wize beyond her years ...anyways i started sensing stuff understanding things about ghost but never said anything for fear i'd be thought as weird or crazy lol.... i post alot of my experiences on my myspace group i am in ....i join really to be able talk to others who have gone through what i have ...anyways if you want to know more just ask me kool...by ..
by ; brenda starz .........
** Sadness with in ****
there's a certain sadness that come's from with in .. no matter how much you pretend or smile , its there waiting ... you try to hide it ..as if its not really there but it is ... your friends start to notice little things ... you put on a great show and smile face of course .. but on the inside your screaming to be left alone .. your pains deep , you may be able to hide it but theres ... ** Sadness With in *** ....you put on a great show for all the world but once alone the tears fall like rain .. red eyed from crying away the night .. you wonder where things went bad how it got to this point ..feeling like **** ... your mind races as well as your heart , things dont seem right and are falling apart .. every little thing is a reminder of **Him ** not being there .. the bed seems so lonely , his scents every where ... drives you even more into the pits of darkness .. nothing ever gonna be the same ...** Sadness With in *** has taken over and your for ever lost in it ..
by ; brenda
by ; brenda
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Wow! If you were trying to channel Greta Garbo, you probably succeeded, but that was her and this is you.
What do you want out of life?Posted 06-16-2009 at 12:44 AM by yukiko11
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my life is very uncertain .. unsure .. like the great raging rivers my emotions run wild at times .. i hide things like whats on my mind and in my heart .. mainly cause no one understands my pain , why i have .. why i am this way .. these blog writtings are very much whats in my head and heart ... on the inside but on the out side i look normal .. in answer to ur question what i want i can never have ... so i just dream i have it .. dreaming is the one thing no one can tell me .. no u cant do lol ..ty 4 ur comment...Posted 06-17-2009 at 08:32 PM by brenda starz
