This blog is an open detailing of my recovery from an intense emotional affair. It has been said that in order to recover from an affair, whether physical or not, one must not be afraid to write down feelings. By being open with my feelings and not hiding them anymore, I am making a effort to hold myself accountable for my affair. This is an ongoing recovery and I have no clue how it will play out. But I need to share, to process what I've done, and to learn how to forgive myself.
Feels Good to Breathe Again
Posted 11-11-2015 at 04:35 PM by April R
After this whole thing finally imploded, I'm actually happy. I can go a day without thinking about OG. I can be myself again. I can sleep without anxiety over if he'll message me that day. It's a relief. I truly only wish him the best because I can't deny I don't care for him. It feels good to let go. I think my husband can tell a difference too. I'm happier and he's seems more responsive to me. I'm not going to declare things all rainbows and butterflies just yet, but I'm optimistic.
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sorry for askin
Tbh this is feelsy did u just get dumpedPosted 11-12-2015 at 11:29 AM by AidanDoesGaming -
sorry for askin
Yes, I has been "dumped" by OG, but technically you can't really get dumped by someone you've never met in person. I'm fine now, mostly because we don't talk anymore. I know that if we did talk it could spell trouble, so no contact it must still be.Posted 11-15-2015 at 11:29 PM by April R