Conversations with my Brother (Part 2)
Posted 02-04-2009 at 10:47 AM by Terryj
The next visit was like the first one, a lucid dream, but this time he was standing at the foot of my bed, I sat up in bed and asked the same question, “What are you doing here?” This time his response was, “I have some things to tell you when you are ready I’ll return.” I said to him, “Tell me what, what things!” His response was, “What you experienced was very real and you deserve an answer to your questions.” This drove me crazy, sure I had questions, we all have them, the biggest question I had was what happened to me and where did I go.
I went through a profound change in my life, things that were important to me was no longer that important. I had an appetite for things spiritual; I couldn’t get enough of it. I read the Bhagavad-Gita, the Vedas, works of the Buddha, I re read the Bible, I read the Quran and with all this reading I was still searching for something. A year and a half went by and I didn’t have any visits from Jerry, so I attributed it to just a couple of dreams and let it go at that. But this hunger to know about spirit was overwhelming.
My next visit from Jerry was in 2003 and this left me with no doubt that the spiritual realm exist. I was in the kitchen washing up some dishes when I heard a voice calling my name, I turned to see if anyone was behind me, no one was there so I ignored it and attributed it to Audio Hallucinations, I think we have all had them. This time is was persistent; I kept hearing Terry, Terry, over and over as if someone was standing beside me trying to get my attention. I turned around again and at the entrance to the kitchen stood my brother, I wasn’t asleep, I was wide awake, there he stood a shimmering sliver silhouette of light, I could make out his face but that was about it. I felt real sense of calmness and peace; I ask Jerry the same question as before, what are doing here? Jerry’s reply this time was, “I have answers to your questions.” I told Jerry that I have many questions, where was I during those minutes that I experienced the blackness; why is it that I saw Dad and have never seen my Mother after she died? Did I experience God? Jerry told me that upon death we have the choice to return, we can return immediately or we can wait, Dad waited to return and Mom returned soon after she died. He went on to say that he has waited to help my sister and me, we chose to be together before we ever entered this world and it was his obligation to assist us even though he isn’t in physical form. I asked Jerry what he meant by “return” his reply was, “we all have the choice, some move on to other worlds and some chose to come back to this world, it all is about your desire and what you want to experience, the worlds are endless just as the experiences are endless. He also said that your experience of the darkness was the final stage of death and that your return from this was of your own choosing and that only I know the answer to this. Some see the light which is only the intermediate stage of death and this is the easiest stage to return from. Most who experience the fullness of death choose to remain within the awareness, the darkness, this is the awareness and the awareness is where all things reside. God is all things, it is the awareness, nothings exist outside this awareness, we are all God and all things are God.”
Jerry went on to say that all things exist in the spirit realm that they existed in this form before coming into the physical world this is the way everything happens. Everything is an idea, a thought, before it manifest in the physical, all you have to do is ask, it is all here.
Then just as he appeared he left. At this point I was really wondering, is what we are seeing everything there is, do our feelings give us more insight into reality than our eyes
I went through a profound change in my life, things that were important to me was no longer that important. I had an appetite for things spiritual; I couldn’t get enough of it. I read the Bhagavad-Gita, the Vedas, works of the Buddha, I re read the Bible, I read the Quran and with all this reading I was still searching for something. A year and a half went by and I didn’t have any visits from Jerry, so I attributed it to just a couple of dreams and let it go at that. But this hunger to know about spirit was overwhelming.
My next visit from Jerry was in 2003 and this left me with no doubt that the spiritual realm exist. I was in the kitchen washing up some dishes when I heard a voice calling my name, I turned to see if anyone was behind me, no one was there so I ignored it and attributed it to Audio Hallucinations, I think we have all had them. This time is was persistent; I kept hearing Terry, Terry, over and over as if someone was standing beside me trying to get my attention. I turned around again and at the entrance to the kitchen stood my brother, I wasn’t asleep, I was wide awake, there he stood a shimmering sliver silhouette of light, I could make out his face but that was about it. I felt real sense of calmness and peace; I ask Jerry the same question as before, what are doing here? Jerry’s reply this time was, “I have answers to your questions.” I told Jerry that I have many questions, where was I during those minutes that I experienced the blackness; why is it that I saw Dad and have never seen my Mother after she died? Did I experience God? Jerry told me that upon death we have the choice to return, we can return immediately or we can wait, Dad waited to return and Mom returned soon after she died. He went on to say that he has waited to help my sister and me, we chose to be together before we ever entered this world and it was his obligation to assist us even though he isn’t in physical form. I asked Jerry what he meant by “return” his reply was, “we all have the choice, some move on to other worlds and some chose to come back to this world, it all is about your desire and what you want to experience, the worlds are endless just as the experiences are endless. He also said that your experience of the darkness was the final stage of death and that your return from this was of your own choosing and that only I know the answer to this. Some see the light which is only the intermediate stage of death and this is the easiest stage to return from. Most who experience the fullness of death choose to remain within the awareness, the darkness, this is the awareness and the awareness is where all things reside. God is all things, it is the awareness, nothings exist outside this awareness, we are all God and all things are God.”
Jerry went on to say that all things exist in the spirit realm that they existed in this form before coming into the physical world this is the way everything happens. Everything is an idea, a thought, before it manifest in the physical, all you have to do is ask, it is all here.
Then just as he appeared he left. At this point I was really wondering, is what we are seeing everything there is, do our feelings give us more insight into reality than our eyes
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I enjoyed reading this. Thank you for sharingPosted 10-30-2013 at 02:26 PM by Curiousqueen
