It's taken me forever to even consider getting over my first love and I can't take it! I hate how every time I think of him I feel sick with sadness and I don't even phase him anymore. Any advice?

Here it is, after 9 pm once again. My goodness, where did the day go? It should just now be 7 or so.

Come to think of it, I can't believe it is already July. Before I know it 2008 will be gone!

Earlier this evening, before the sun set, I was on my front porch watching the birds eating and playing. No squirrel today, but maybe tomorrow I thought.

A nice rain shower earlier had cooled down the temps and a slight westerly breeze was billowing through the...

and so she look out at the vast redness , taking in its glory its beauty ....for its here in this place she wants to dwell in the land called Blood Red .... where the nothingness consumes eats away at your soul , here in this lonely place the echo's of the Dead can be heard ... whispers in her ear ..here is where she feels most at peace .....her heart stone cold unfeeling the blood that pumps wildly through out her body ....it comes alive in this lonely...

lol this is From A Friends blog ....This is in no way directed at any specific people,this is just me venting:
People often tell me I have little patience and I have a short fuse.They say I got anger management issues.What are they talking about? I am the most calm level headed person around. Besides I don't have an anger problem....I got a problem with ignorant idiots. I usually go through life not taking notice of much but damn there are somethings that really steam...