I mean assuming I even make it, I just don't want to spend the next 5 trillion years worrying about a pay check and unemployment and rent and inflation and all the other things associated with the whole money is god system...

That would not be a very fun eternity...

Instead I hope the after life is built around other principles...I really do...

I hope it's built more around relationships, and interaction with other beings...fulfillment through serving others......

It finally came. For about 20 years, Texans have been waiting and wondering when the next interstate highway would arrive and what it would be. The day finally came, all right. This past Monday, to be exact.

After years of talk and planning, Interstate 69 has made its way into Texas. The first stretch to get the ribbon-cutting consists of six and a half miles of freeway concrete from Robstown and State Highway 44 up to Interstate 37 northwest of Corpus Christi....

Went to the Lung Doctor yesterday...

I wore my "Painters Mask"
Sure, the women looked at me like I was some kind of a 'nut job'.. BUT, I COULD BREATHE!!! Filtered out all the perfume, and, I could see that they had an 'opinion' about my Wife and me, but, I could just smile behind my mask and ignonre them LOL....

Course, I 'wish' someone would have asked, so I could tell them, YOU STINK and I HAVE TO BREATHE! .. But, since they didnt, I didnt volunteer......

As I lay here in bed I can hear the rain fall heavily on my window. It feels like I am in a dream. In my mind I wonder if I am awake or asleep and realize that I am neither, but a little of both.

I am in that place between awake and asleep. My hands are warm as they roll across my chest which is very cool to the touch and my senses waken.

Touch. Sound. Sight. I open my eyes and wonder what time it is looking to the ceiling. At his house that is where the time...

I was just talking to a friend about him. About what is going on and how I am hurting.

This person knows him, but even more, knows his two best friends. They don't understand it either...

I told her I was not looking for him. I will be 38 tomorrow and am at an age where I should already be settled in life, the way I feel when I am with him.

I told her I knew he was the one. I said he is sweeter than any other man or person I have ever known and that...