I want to let go but i just cant.. Help please!
Posted 03-28-2010 at 12:06 PM by flawdagurl
OKAY WHEN I WAS IN HIGHSCHOOL I MET A BOY THAT I FELL IN LOVE WITH.. BUT WE HAD KIND OF A BAD BREAK UP:smack:, BUT WE KIND OF REMAINED "OKAY WITH EACH OTHER" I NEVER THOUGHT THAT HE WOULD END UP LEAVING FLORIDA & MOVING TO VIRGINIA THEN AFTER HIGHSCHOOL HE JOINED THE AIRFORCE THEN WENT TO JAPAN.. IF IT WASNT FOR FACEBOOK&&MYSPACE HE WOULD HAVE BEEN LOST TO ME FOREVER.. IT'S BEEN ALMOST SIX YEARS SINCE I'VE SEEN HIS FACE IN PERSON.. I STILL GO TO HIS PROFILES AND LOOK AT HIS PICTURES. AND IT SEEMS LIKE NO MATTER WHAT RELATIONSHIP THAT I'M IN, I CAN NEVER FEEL THE WAY I FELT WEN I WAS WITH HIM... LOOKING AT HIM NOW SEENING THE AMAZING MAN I LET SLIP AWAY JUST BREAKS MY HEART.. I DONT WANT TO BE PICKY WITH OTHER GUYS ITS JUST NOBODY HAS BEEN ABLE TO AMOUNT TO HIS SMILE, HIS CORNEY JOKES, HIS SEXY BODY, HIS EYES,LIPS,HIS TOUCH,THE SEX"OMG" IT'S STILL THE BEST I'VE EVER HAD.. I MEAN EVERYTHING. I WISH I WAS BRAVE ENOUGH TO JUST TELL HIM HOW I FEEL INSIDE AND THAT I'M SOOO VERY SORRY THAT WE BROKE UP OVER SOMETHING SO SILLY AS THAT. IF I COULD TURN BACK THE HANDS OF TIME I MOST LIKELY WOULDNT BECAUSE I WOULDNT WANT HIM TO CHANGE WHO HE IS RIGHT NOW, OR WHAT HE BECAME:o.. BUT I CANT HELP BUT TO CRY AT TIMES ITS TEARS OF JOY MIXED WIT SORROW BECAUSE I'M PROUD OF HIM BUT I MISS HIM SO MUCH IT HURTS..:crying: WHAT DO I DO??? GO AFTER THE I LOVE SO MUCH OR JUST LET THE PAST GO BECAUSE OF MY FEAR OF REJECTION... I REALLY WANT TO SHOW HIM HOW MUCH I'VE CHANGE AND GROWN MYSELF.. UGH THIS IS SO DANG'ON HARD!! PLEASE HELP ME!!
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Why not be honest with him? Its a start. The worst that could happen would be ...... nothing that you've already been used to.Posted 03-30-2010 at 08:40 AM by 2goldens
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i know but i would really want this to work, it would a dream come true for mePosted 03-31-2010 at 05:55 PM by flawdagurl
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Six years? just give it up. He's moved on so should you. I Bet if you met him again today you would be disappointed. He's probaby not the same person you remember. I think you have a fantasy of how things would be in yhour mind. I guarantee it wouldn't be the samePosted 07-05-2010 at 01:31 PM by WOLFE13
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Yes and NO. He might be still the same, however the chances are very little. I highly recommend it that you should move on.Posted 09-27-2011 at 11:18 PM by 7BAYGIA
