Blog # 1 ......
well i join city-Data.com because i wanted to be able to post my points of views and read what others had to say also.....ok lets well i believe in the Paranormal very much i mean there has to be more to then just being born .. i hope there is anyways .. not sure if i want to be a ghost but hey i hope i go on to a better place then to say i just lived that it ..lol..plzzzz .....i have had many encounters with ghosts...have seen them , felt them , heard them sense them since i was 6 years old ..being born hispanic / native american you kinda born into stuff like believing in ghosts ....i learn alot from my grandmother whom i think was wize beyond her years ...anyways i started sensing stuff understanding things about ghost but never said anything for fear i'd be thought as weird or crazy lol.... i post alot of my experiences on my myspace group i am in ....i join really to be able talk to others who have gone through what i have ...anyways if you want to know more just ask me kool...by ..
by ; brenda starz .........
well i join city-Data.com because i wanted to be able to post my points of views and read what others had to say also.....ok lets well i believe in the Paranormal very much i mean there has to be more to then just being born .. i hope there is anyways .. not sure if i want to be a ghost but hey i hope i go on to a better place then to say i just lived that it ..lol..plzzzz .....i have had many encounters with ghosts...have seen them , felt them , heard them sense them since i was 6 years old ..being born hispanic / native american you kinda born into stuff like believing in ghosts ....i learn alot from my grandmother whom i think was wize beyond her years ...anyways i started sensing stuff understanding things about ghost but never said anything for fear i'd be thought as weird or crazy lol.... i post alot of my experiences on my myspace group i am in ....i join really to be able talk to others who have gone through what i have ...anyways if you want to know more just ask me kool...by ..
by ; brenda starz .........
Feelings with in !!!!!!!!!!!
Posted 09-02-2008 at 06:28 AM by brenda starz
what do you do when you have all these feelings deep with and some how the one you have them for dont even know it or seem to care ??? drives me crazy to think how much i have inside of me that crys to get out but i dont say a word .... some times i let just alittle out but never very much .... i build walls to high for most to climb , its like i am living in a castle and locked away in one of its many hidden dungeons waiting for some prince to save me from a sudden death of lonelyness , to late boredom done set in i am all but gone a faded memorie ...... there are all these feelings with no where to go or no one to tell them to ................................... why i ask my self am i doomed to feel this way ... hmmm oh well .....................feelings with in ....
by ; brenda ..........
by ; brenda ..........
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I've had a castle (wall) around me for a long time. Someone got in, she left and now the wall is being re-built.
Posted 09-02-2008 at 06:38 AM by East Coast Wanderer -
I know how hard it is to try to break down that wall we build to protect ourselves from hurt and rejection..Have patience my friend..There is someone out there who can be beside you with enough tlc to help you tear it down..
Posted 09-02-2008 at 11:47 AM by Miss Blue