Thinking about suicide more often than not....
Posted 03-17-2022 at 10:01 AM by TNSLPPTSO13
But I know I wouldn't do it..too much of a ***** for that...maybe if I stop taking my blood pressure and diabetes medication the conditions will catch up with me and hopefully a quick fatal stroke or heart attack will make things easier for me.
Is the financial stress..is the stuff I keep hearing about people getting their rent raised by 40,50 0r 60%..people using 60-70% of their take home pay for rent or mortgage..Homeowner's Insurance in this area is obscene...$6-$7K a year if you can even buy it from the one company that has about 80% of the policies in the state(Citizens).
I can barely keep my head above water with the
$1200 I pay a month for my 2 bedroom condo in which I've been living for over 15 years without a rent increase or even a lease...How will I cope with a 40% rent increase?..$1680/month.
Is it not a question of if but of when.....
There are no options..where am I going to move to?? I don't have the $5-$6K it would cost me to move plus the deposits and last month's rent for a new place at anywhere from $1800 to $2k and we are talking average safe neighborhoods,not fancy ,gentrified areas of Miami.I have no family..Miami is the only place I've known for 55 years..I'm almost handicapped....can barely stand up for more than 2 minutes without pain in my knees and lower extremities making me wish for a quick death.
Yep...I think my suicidal thoughts are justifiable..but I know I am a failure even planning for one.
Is the financial stress..is the stuff I keep hearing about people getting their rent raised by 40,50 0r 60%..people using 60-70% of their take home pay for rent or mortgage..Homeowner's Insurance in this area is obscene...$6-$7K a year if you can even buy it from the one company that has about 80% of the policies in the state(Citizens).
I can barely keep my head above water with the
$1200 I pay a month for my 2 bedroom condo in which I've been living for over 15 years without a rent increase or even a lease...How will I cope with a 40% rent increase?..$1680/month.
Is it not a question of if but of when.....
There are no options..where am I going to move to?? I don't have the $5-$6K it would cost me to move plus the deposits and last month's rent for a new place at anywhere from $1800 to $2k and we are talking average safe neighborhoods,not fancy ,gentrified areas of Miami.I have no family..Miami is the only place I've known for 55 years..I'm almost handicapped....can barely stand up for more than 2 minutes without pain in my knees and lower extremities making me wish for a quick death.
Yep...I think my suicidal thoughts are justifiable..but I know I am a failure even planning for one.
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