Life now
Posted 01-29-2021 at 04:51 PM by ouijeewoman
I found my way back to City data. I am tired of the drama on fb. So here I am
It has been almost 4 years since the stroke. I have made peace with the new me and said goodbye to the former me. At the beginning of my journey, I thought it was so important to be the old me again. Pfft no thank you! I don't know why I thought it was so important to find her and resume that life. Fear most likely. I have come to loathe the old me. She had hate in her heart and on her tongue. Quick to lash out and spread that hateful venom.
I have had to work hard to keep that hate away. It has gotten easier. It's like rehab for the brain and heart instead of the physical body. Repeating the good behavior over and over and it becomes natural. Kinda like me practicing my PT and OT leads me to walk better.
I probably rambled on a bit too much and lost my train of thought but hey I do have a stroke brain after all
Next time, I want to bring up how the move from NJ to NH has also impacted my world.
Wendy 2.0
It has been almost 4 years since the stroke. I have made peace with the new me and said goodbye to the former me. At the beginning of my journey, I thought it was so important to be the old me again. Pfft no thank you! I don't know why I thought it was so important to find her and resume that life. Fear most likely. I have come to loathe the old me. She had hate in her heart and on her tongue. Quick to lash out and spread that hateful venom.
I have had to work hard to keep that hate away. It has gotten easier. It's like rehab for the brain and heart instead of the physical body. Repeating the good behavior over and over and it becomes natural. Kinda like me practicing my PT and OT leads me to walk better.
I probably rambled on a bit too much and lost my train of thought but hey I do have a stroke brain after all
Next time, I want to bring up how the move from NJ to NH has also impacted my world.
Wendy 2.0
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