Queen's Exploration
Posted 02-06-2019 at 07:29 AM by ponso_teacher.4506
I'ts so exciting yet I am scared of the unknown. As a new member of the legal aliens of a diversified community is less fearful. However, I can say that if these people survived in NY, maybe in due time I will also find a way to survive and be independent despite of my age and of being a handicapped.
Truly, I am in a wonderful place of America, the place where most people in the world admire and aspire to reach if not to reside. But in my case, I presently reside in Queens 11355.
This area is packed of Asian people though Chinese are the majority still I can feel my Filipino culture by watching several people on the sidewalks with their rolling baskets or suitcases. Nobody wore thin clothes, as everybody must wear thick jackets, pants, hats, gloves and boots. Yeah, now I know. But not to make an excuse for I wear thick socks and open sandals. Don't worry, its not you who freeze out but its me. I still need to check where I can find a made-to-order booths or shoes that my legs can carry.
To continue, many have the same heights as I do, they walk in speed as I walk slow and observe people and surroundings. I am with my daughter walking together after mailing letters to the VA and to the immigration lawyer friend of my late husband in CA. I won't expound what the letter is about for my deal is on exploration of the place as a new person in this area.
My right leg is cramping, maybe due to age or due to cold but I disregard that tingling pain for it hinders my curiosity. I love to go around, meet people, be friends but its not easy for even my late husband warned me of not being too nice for I don't have idea who are good and bad. Yes, he is right---he is just protective of me and his family. Yet, sometimes I don't for if there is always fear and negativity, my life is caged and controlled!. I just then lift my life to God as I removed anxiety holding back my adventure and living the ups and downs of normal life.
Until next time, I need to do some daily tasks in my daughter's humble place! Thank you friends!
Truly, I am in a wonderful place of America, the place where most people in the world admire and aspire to reach if not to reside. But in my case, I presently reside in Queens 11355.
This area is packed of Asian people though Chinese are the majority still I can feel my Filipino culture by watching several people on the sidewalks with their rolling baskets or suitcases. Nobody wore thin clothes, as everybody must wear thick jackets, pants, hats, gloves and boots. Yeah, now I know. But not to make an excuse for I wear thick socks and open sandals. Don't worry, its not you who freeze out but its me. I still need to check where I can find a made-to-order booths or shoes that my legs can carry.
To continue, many have the same heights as I do, they walk in speed as I walk slow and observe people and surroundings. I am with my daughter walking together after mailing letters to the VA and to the immigration lawyer friend of my late husband in CA. I won't expound what the letter is about for my deal is on exploration of the place as a new person in this area.
My right leg is cramping, maybe due to age or due to cold but I disregard that tingling pain for it hinders my curiosity. I love to go around, meet people, be friends but its not easy for even my late husband warned me of not being too nice for I don't have idea who are good and bad. Yes, he is right---he is just protective of me and his family. Yet, sometimes I don't for if there is always fear and negativity, my life is caged and controlled!. I just then lift my life to God as I removed anxiety holding back my adventure and living the ups and downs of normal life.
Until next time, I need to do some daily tasks in my daughter's humble place! Thank you friends!
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