8/28/18

I have waited and waited. this password thing, your mom's address thing, sending your ss card to Lori's thing, but you call and ask me for my passwords and emails that I have always given you. It's dumbfounding. The drinking and no respect for anyone in the house that you JUST moved to. Again. You don't agree with it, everyone else can be damned. Your suspicion of everything I do, when I am the transparent one. You are the one that tried continuing a relationship with me while starting to make dates with others. Still not spending time with me, because there is always a reason for why you can't. At the same time, you help others and running back and forth to California where you supposedly don't want to be, not communicating or owning anything, and don't seem to care if you hurt my feelings. Still want to make all the rules, change the way I parent, and still there is no talk of us working together, or a budget, or plans. I was here the last two days, and you could've hung with me or spent any time with me, but the tv and phone is more important. JC comes home and the first night you get pissed and drink even more and antagonize them and talking **** about him and Rylan, but we WERE all working together the best we can and trying. You don't seem to want to try, but get pissed at me saying I put them before you or make nasty comments about me and Rylan, which is not only highly offensive, out of line, and ****ty, but it's a repulsive thought to verbalize. Why are you here pretending you love me? Actually, you're not here. You left AGAIN to Cali without telling me what you are doing there, and for the third time, not coming back when you said. Then not coming back when you said you would after that passed. No calls, very few texts, ZERO REGARD for me and ZERO signs of giving even the tiniest **** about us and a future. Just feel used again. And I still don't get what you get out of this and why you think you have any right to treat me or anyone like this.