Chaos and cosmos,sacred genealogies,Hungarian things
Well I read on chaos yesterday morning,mostly creation myths with cosmic eggs that birth the sun,moon and cosmos,serpents as chaos energy and gods of divine order that defeat them.Also universes born out of nothing, or between lovers parting,how funny a universe born out of the gaps between lovers.I was fascinated even more by astrology,such an ancient art,it's deep symbolism that I somehow didn't delve into before and tried to do my birth chart but I couldn't figure out exactly the time when I was born.But I knew it was after 6am(I was named after my grandmother) and getting the general gist of my chart as a Gemini sun and moon(I think) I see now that I am very geminian,an air sign ruled by the mind.Not being able to use my mind as much due to what happened has been hellish for me,I am so use to studying everything and pondering all the time, so I conclude I am a Gemini through and through.They are suppose to be fickle as well but I don't feel I'm that fickle.But there seems something so cold about geminis.
I've been writing love letters that will likely go unsent, I am amazed by how healing it is to write letters out like this,it's very cathartic.How I wish I lived in a time people wrote long romantic love letters to each other,not emails but long penned letters but I suppose emails can be just as moving.I am starting family history again but I feel like doing someone else's tree,I feel most of my unknown branches are too hard to trace. I've been doing family history since I was about twelve and I just love it so much,many family history blogs are factual but to me it's a very deep and spiritual thing to honour and trace your ancestors,to build a relationship with your ancestors and heritage is so sacred to me.In ancient times,genealogies were sacred to the tribe, whether a Celtic tribe or an African tribe and learnt by heart.
Still it's nice to see people on family history blogs figuring out who they are and their ancestors stories,all our family legends leading up to our living.Ive become interested in the universe,the cosmos,and Hungary as well.Hungary I've loved since I was very young,I use to collect Hungarian music and folk costumes in my early twenties, I had a beautiful embroidered maroon vest from the I think it was the Székelys,a Hungarian group.I did find some Hungarian DNA on my genome, and I do have past life dreams and intuitions related to Hungarian things that do explain the affection.I felt at home in Hungary when I was there,like I knew my way round,a few people even asked me for directions.Oh how I want to study wise dreams so much and decipher them,but I can barely think and barely remember my dreams.I really feel I need the answers only they provide.I feel close to the hum of the universe,to the night,to the magic in the cosmos, I want to be immersed in bone mother wisdom and to heed the universes complex messages.She sends us so many synchronicities meant to highlight the path were on but we often pay no attention.My gosh I wish I could ponder all these things.
I've been writing love letters that will likely go unsent, I am amazed by how healing it is to write letters out like this,it's very cathartic.How I wish I lived in a time people wrote long romantic love letters to each other,not emails but long penned letters but I suppose emails can be just as moving.I am starting family history again but I feel like doing someone else's tree,I feel most of my unknown branches are too hard to trace. I've been doing family history since I was about twelve and I just love it so much,many family history blogs are factual but to me it's a very deep and spiritual thing to honour and trace your ancestors,to build a relationship with your ancestors and heritage is so sacred to me.In ancient times,genealogies were sacred to the tribe, whether a Celtic tribe or an African tribe and learnt by heart.
Still it's nice to see people on family history blogs figuring out who they are and their ancestors stories,all our family legends leading up to our living.Ive become interested in the universe,the cosmos,and Hungary as well.Hungary I've loved since I was very young,I use to collect Hungarian music and folk costumes in my early twenties, I had a beautiful embroidered maroon vest from the I think it was the Székelys,a Hungarian group.I did find some Hungarian DNA on my genome, and I do have past life dreams and intuitions related to Hungarian things that do explain the affection.I felt at home in Hungary when I was there,like I knew my way round,a few people even asked me for directions.Oh how I want to study wise dreams so much and decipher them,but I can barely think and barely remember my dreams.I really feel I need the answers only they provide.I feel close to the hum of the universe,to the night,to the magic in the cosmos, I want to be immersed in bone mother wisdom and to heed the universes complex messages.She sends us so many synchronicities meant to highlight the path were on but we often pay no attention.My gosh I wish I could ponder all these things.
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