Creative wells,shamanic illness,story atmospheres
Posted 03-17-2017 at 05:48 PM by Katiethegreat
Well cannot sleep without meds and because of meds cannot eat,so it's sleeping or maybe eating which will it be,unfortunately life requires both.life truly doesn't get worse,despite this I had a lovely night last night,I was feeling completely creative and had all these ideas for mosaics and a little business of wedding accessories like flower crowns etc,simple,natural,elegant. With a logo by gooseberry moon (how beautiful are their designs) atm I'm into weddings and how lucky that people get to work on wedding blogs and the like it's such a feminine role and task.I really just wanted to work on ideas all night and pin things on Pinterest.
Morning is always more sober and dulled,my creativity has always come in darkness, like the goddess Diana who kept for herself the darkness of creation.Im trying to figure out how to ease my stresses I can come off the drugs but it's unlikely I would be able to sleep.At least this morning I'm feeling very fearless and fine.Dreamt of Redmayne all night not surprisingly but I don't remember what happened.Its been raining non stop and it's so pleasing to me,I just wish I lived somewhere where it rained all the time I came across this word pluviophile to describe people who love the rain.The Korean shamanic illness (I'm a very tiny bit Korean) lists everything I'm going through and can only be cured by iniating as a shamaness,but I'm inclined to believe it's the meds that did this to me as well,that messed up the natural cycle of all.
I made a board for my book The Hawk and the Harper seen below,which if I cannot write it at the moment I can at least enjoy the atmosphere of it,all wild welsh countryside,scribed poetry and medieval hair strung with pearls.I really love this book of these two ancient welsh lovers and poets,I can feel the time,story and legend of it,it's mythic rhyme.Can one still write if they are figuring out how to survive the day,I read of a woman with cancer who wrote several books.Im having it in the Hawk and the Harper that she descends from Creirwy the welsh goddess who holds the precious egg, I studied her a little and the lover descends from a Shepard gifted with the voice of poetry and awen from a hawk in his dream.
I actually weep when I look at my boards all my longings and beauties are there.
Morning is always more sober and dulled,my creativity has always come in darkness, like the goddess Diana who kept for herself the darkness of creation.Im trying to figure out how to ease my stresses I can come off the drugs but it's unlikely I would be able to sleep.At least this morning I'm feeling very fearless and fine.Dreamt of Redmayne all night not surprisingly but I don't remember what happened.Its been raining non stop and it's so pleasing to me,I just wish I lived somewhere where it rained all the time I came across this word pluviophile to describe people who love the rain.The Korean shamanic illness (I'm a very tiny bit Korean) lists everything I'm going through and can only be cured by iniating as a shamaness,but I'm inclined to believe it's the meds that did this to me as well,that messed up the natural cycle of all.
I made a board for my book The Hawk and the Harper seen below,which if I cannot write it at the moment I can at least enjoy the atmosphere of it,all wild welsh countryside,scribed poetry and medieval hair strung with pearls.I really love this book of these two ancient welsh lovers and poets,I can feel the time,story and legend of it,it's mythic rhyme.Can one still write if they are figuring out how to survive the day,I read of a woman with cancer who wrote several books.Im having it in the Hawk and the Harper that she descends from Creirwy the welsh goddess who holds the precious egg, I studied her a little and the lover descends from a Shepard gifted with the voice of poetry and awen from a hawk in his dream.
I actually weep when I look at my boards all my longings and beauties are there.
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