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My philosophy is that worrying means you suffer twice. - Newt Scamander
Well it's been a strange few days,I'm dealing with alot,bad side effects of drugs,wanting to get off the drugs (that I'm wholly against,I'm a natural medicine girl) but that not being an option at all,looking for alternatives and just not knowing what to do.Longing for a voice of wisdom to guide me,oh please if you are wise message me.
I feel I have exhausted most options.
Pondered again seeing a shamaness,such is my desperation but can't seem to find one I resonate with.There are only so many answers and ultimately you have to trust your own souls compass.I busy myself with Pinterest as it cheers my spirit to see all these lovely things in these dire times,I came upon Redmayne on there again, in old fashioned clothes I was doubly in love.Seeing Redmayne makes me fall out of love with everyone I've ever known.I need to finish reading the heroic romances of Ireland and I think I'll get this film of Redmayne in his old fashioned clothes as a magizoologist.Oh what I'd give for a cheese and tomatoe sandwich on thick white buttered bread,but as it is I cannot eat.
I won't lie I longed to journey off far away from the human lands and it's burdens the last few days but now and again I think of emer shaming cu chulainn back into health calling him to be a warrior and to fight,but really I am quite spent.I think of him then in that state.I am being kind to myself about not working on my novels the last two days such are the burdens but eventually I want to return to it or at least writing poetry,it's vital to still honour yourself as a Creatrix.
I long for my usual things October soup,damper and slippers,but I'm a little willing to see what lessons of spirit these times have for me.But to be honest I'm such a person of faith that I keep an unwavering hope in everything,of a better life one day,of the possibilities of good within each day,will I starve to death that's the worst of it really.Noone likes struggle street I hear things about embracing the darker times and seeing the hidden wisdom of these moments even the Africans have a saying 'every misfortune is a blessing' which I do believe.But moreso I believe it's better to hope than to despair, that darkness always lies in submission to light in the natural principles of life.
Well it's been a strange few days,I'm dealing with alot,bad side effects of drugs,wanting to get off the drugs (that I'm wholly against,I'm a natural medicine girl) but that not being an option at all,looking for alternatives and just not knowing what to do.Longing for a voice of wisdom to guide me,oh please if you are wise message me.
I feel I have exhausted most options.
Pondered again seeing a shamaness,such is my desperation but can't seem to find one I resonate with.There are only so many answers and ultimately you have to trust your own souls compass.I busy myself with Pinterest as it cheers my spirit to see all these lovely things in these dire times,I came upon Redmayne on there again, in old fashioned clothes I was doubly in love.Seeing Redmayne makes me fall out of love with everyone I've ever known.I need to finish reading the heroic romances of Ireland and I think I'll get this film of Redmayne in his old fashioned clothes as a magizoologist.Oh what I'd give for a cheese and tomatoe sandwich on thick white buttered bread,but as it is I cannot eat.
I won't lie I longed to journey off far away from the human lands and it's burdens the last few days but now and again I think of emer shaming cu chulainn back into health calling him to be a warrior and to fight,but really I am quite spent.I think of him then in that state.I am being kind to myself about not working on my novels the last two days such are the burdens but eventually I want to return to it or at least writing poetry,it's vital to still honour yourself as a Creatrix.
I long for my usual things October soup,damper and slippers,but I'm a little willing to see what lessons of spirit these times have for me.But to be honest I'm such a person of faith that I keep an unwavering hope in everything,of a better life one day,of the possibilities of good within each day,will I starve to death that's the worst of it really.Noone likes struggle street I hear things about embracing the darker times and seeing the hidden wisdom of these moments even the Africans have a saying 'every misfortune is a blessing' which I do believe.But moreso I believe it's better to hope than to despair, that darkness always lies in submission to light in the natural principles of life.
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