Historical fiction and girlish pleasures

Well I've been researching historical fiction authors,wishing I had their lives.One wrote a book about a cunning woman.

I just sat there wishing for tea and scones with cream and jam,and to be writing or reading historical fiction.Just completely escaping into a completely different time and place,preferably right now the Victorian era.Oh it's too wonderful.

I've had my own ideas for novels,'the legends of wistow hall' was the name of one novel I was conjuring up about a maid and some family legends.'The daughter of Ivor' and 'Bridewood asylum' were two others.

Life has calmed down thank heavens,but I'm still dealing with the illness I've had since last month,
And whether I want to be on these drugs.

I'm still thinking of him and wishing my life were as easy as others.Feeling I cannot plan a future,cannot do anything until things really improve.What do you do in the meantime,maybe I should start reading my Celtic books again.Ignore my troubles.

Wishing I had support very much and someone to take care of too! I really adore cooking for someone,taking care of them,pleasing them I'm very old fashioned and girlish that way.

I could watch a film tonight, I'm sure that would
Take me away from everything.I should be incredibly grateful that I'm recovering and doing ok and I am.Now I'm off to read the blog posie gets cozy.