Current feelings
Posted 01-19-2016 at 11:54 PM by belle woods
I feel like I don't belong any where. It was easy when I was a kid because I always thought when I grew up I would have a place in the world and in my life. But now Im an adult and it hasnt gotten any easier. I dont fit in in life but not online either.
I wish for friends. I want my mom to stop drinking. I want true love to happen for me. Mostly I want a friend, some one to talk to who listens to me.
This week I just want kindness. From someone, any one. At work I get yelled at and at home I get yelled at... Church isnt the same place it once was for me. All I want is for someone to smile at me and to ask me how I am.
I wish for friends. I want my mom to stop drinking. I want true love to happen for me. Mostly I want a friend, some one to talk to who listens to me.
This week I just want kindness. From someone, any one. At work I get yelled at and at home I get yelled at... Church isnt the same place it once was for me. All I want is for someone to smile at me and to ask me how I am.
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Hi. How are you?Posted 02-10-2016 at 01:23 PM by MikefromNY
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Hang in there Annabelle you will find you're prince soonPosted 02-17-2016 at 11:22 PM by Londoncowboy30
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Make the changes in your life so that you can achieve your goals...to find your own place in the world.
You can do this, think of it as a step into your future. Doing what you need to to improve your day to day life is the first step to helping your siblings....you will be showing them the way.
As long as you accept how your bil, sis and mom talk down to you...while you work and go without that is what your siblings will think is normal....I know you want better for them...get better for yourself and model that for them.Posted 02-22-2016 at 08:12 AM by JanND
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Well Upsadaisy no one can stop you from giving yourself
lots and lots of LOVE , you also need ( Self Esteem) so you
can DEMAND THAT FOLKS STOP ABUSING YOU. You need
to go to management at your job and stop the yelling and
shouting and shaming that going on (Now) and not later.
You need to tell your Relatives that you are going to start
to separate yourself from theirs Abusive Treatment and
demand that there be A Change at your HOME of all places
, if there is no peace in the home there no peace in your
WORLD.
1. Start buying yourself body oils
2. Taking baths by candlelight
3. Start going to the mall and buying yourself gifts
4. Solo Dates where you can treat yourself like a lady
5. Then get back to me & tell me how your life has changedPosted 03-01-2016 at 11:06 AM by Howest2008
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Praying for you.Posted 08-04-2018 at 12:05 PM by Winter Sucks
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Hi Belle.Posted 10-30-2018 at 03:35 PM by jencam
