Realisation

So I haven't been going to the gym lately. My work schedule changed. I managed once or twice but that's it the last couple weeks. I didn't even weigh myself last Wednesday. I was scared that I packed on 5lbs which seems to happen when I slack. But when I weighed myself today I found that I lost 2 more lbs! It's not the 4 I was supposed to lose, but I'm so surprised. I'm nearing the weight I was when I first met my husband. 20 more lbs until I'm where I was in high school. That's the big milestone. It's far off but still not where my end goal is. But it dawned on me that in the last 6 months I've lost 32 lbs. And half of that time I wasn't even exercising. That's pretty amazing when it comes to me anyway. I think it's actually possible to be happy and comfortable and sexy in my own body someday. I've never had that before.