New start
Posted 10-25-2013 at 03:28 PM by jennakrebs2
Well, it's not secret, I want a new start at life, I'm just so down in my life now, but I have no reason to be, just that I have no money, my husbands paycheck goes to bills and food for me and my kids, but he seems to want things, expensive things like a four-wheeler (2013 i might add), new truck, "pimping" out his truck and its our only vehicle and when I say no, I get the guilt trip and then I feel bad because he makes the money, not me... but we have a family to support.
I am trying to get a job, but no luck.. I think it's me, because I have even tried at the easy jobs like Kmart, sears, etc, and guess what.. all sent me a letter saying I was not moving forward in the process. So, I'm at a loss of what to do.. Here where I live, there is not many jobs in my field which is Health information technician. So, I decided to apply in other states, but my husband will not go with me, he does not want to move.. but for me.. I'll be making the money, I"ll be the bread winner now after I graduate in June.. so I feel that he should just go with the flow.. I stayed here, I let him have his fancy stuff.. Now, I feel its my turn.. maybe that's childish.. but that's how I feel...
So, that is where I am at in life.. Can't go forward only backwards.. and I seem to be going there quickly!! I try to stay positive, but it is so hard when people around you are so negative about everything.. because they are not happy with where they are in their job but won't leave because of something stupid..
UGH! Ok done venting now!
I am trying to get a job, but no luck.. I think it's me, because I have even tried at the easy jobs like Kmart, sears, etc, and guess what.. all sent me a letter saying I was not moving forward in the process. So, I'm at a loss of what to do.. Here where I live, there is not many jobs in my field which is Health information technician. So, I decided to apply in other states, but my husband will not go with me, he does not want to move.. but for me.. I'll be making the money, I"ll be the bread winner now after I graduate in June.. so I feel that he should just go with the flow.. I stayed here, I let him have his fancy stuff.. Now, I feel its my turn.. maybe that's childish.. but that's how I feel...
So, that is where I am at in life.. Can't go forward only backwards.. and I seem to be going there quickly!! I try to stay positive, but it is so hard when people around you are so negative about everything.. because they are not happy with where they are in their job but won't leave because of something stupid..
UGH! Ok done venting now!
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