Litterally going buggy tomorrow is the official wake up call today just feels like a dream.
Tmorrow is the 17th of April, K is due May 13th so a little less than a month before her due date I think she is going to come sooner my daughter is haveing a baby a 6th generation living generation Girl it goes My Aunt, My Mother Me My Sister, My Daughter, and her Daughter which is due shortly that is alot of living female there is also my Aunts Daughter she is much older than me and my cousin who is older than me which would make us 8 generations of living females wow we have 1 short of a baseball team and just enough for a basketball team it is strange thinking how almost none of us really know eachother sad really I have been trying to reach out to them but I cant find anyone accept one of my cousins she lives in AK and I know wheremy 2 male ones are and I know my Aunt I know my mother as well but my sister is so distant it hurts sometimes I need to really worry about me for a while I am not healthy and I will be careing for 2 little ones my 10 year old son who about to become a uncle and my daugters baby who is about to be born I am all tired out! How does one feel about such things and understand ones self when it hits yourself smack in the forhead!
Wake Chika time is almost up for now until later I wonder if anyone is even following me yet?
Life As I Know It
Posted 04-25-2011 at 01:36 AM by lisajewishcatholic
Well still no baby had a frustration today and it really just is blocking my possitive
ORA I dont understand people especially my mother on min. she is sweet old lady and the next se is evil old bat
God help us all
I am going to be a grandmother in 2 weeks or less
I truely hate big the one in the middle of the family ages I get so tired of the drama Anyway send me some prayer for these desperate times and God willing yes the real lord who gives us free will which as I have choosen no more free will from me My will belongs to God I soul belongs to what ever he chooses to be please I cant take this Humaity much longer I guess there is no choice you will take me when I am ready or more less when your ready lol humanity what a word WOW
ORA I dont understand people especially my mother on min. she is sweet old lady and the next se is evil old bat
God help us allI am going to be a grandmother in 2 weeks or less
I truely hate big the one in the middle of the family ages I get so tired of the drama Anyway send me some prayer for these desperate times and God willing yes the real lord who gives us free will which as I have choosen no more free will from me My will belongs to God I soul belongs to what ever he chooses to be please I cant take this Humaity much longer I guess there is no choice you will take me when I am ready or more less when your ready lol humanity what a word WOWTotal Comments 0
