Litterally going buggy tomorrow is the official wake up call today just feels like a dream.
Tmorrow is the 17th of April, K is due May 13th so a little less than a month before her due date I think she is going to come sooner my daughter is haveing a baby a 6th generation living generation Girl it goes My Aunt, My Mother Me My Sister, My Daughter, and her Daughter which is due shortly that is alot of living female there is also my Aunts Daughter she is much older than me and my cousin who is older than me which would make us 8 generations of living females wow we have 1 short of a baseball team and just enough for a basketball team it is strange thinking how almost none of us really know eachother sad really I have been trying to reach out to them but I cant find anyone accept one of my cousins she lives in AK and I know wheremy 2 male ones are and I know my Aunt I know my mother as well but my sister is so distant it hurts sometimes I need to really worry about me for a while I am not healthy and I will be careing for 2 little ones my 10 year old son who about to become a uncle and my daugters baby who is about to be born I am all tired out! How does one feel about such things and understand ones self when it hits yourself smack in the forhead!
Wake Chika time is almost up for now until later I wonder if anyone is even following me yet?
Life as I know it
Posted 04-18-2011 at 11:50 PM by lisajewishcatholic
So much has happened and now my baby she is stuck clear out in the middle of no where in a house with a tweeker and I cant get her home she is in her final stage almost ready to fall into labor and the junkie refuses to give me her address and my baby just wants to come home anything happens to my daughter or my grand daughter I will hunt that crazy ***** dowm and I may have to bring the cops with me so I dont do anything I am so sick right now as well I cant find a possition to be comfortable my youngest is seriously sick ant my roomate and her daughter are sick as well I have to take a little bit extra pain medicin so I can just take the edge off and last night the same dream my daughter gives birth and then she passes.......... I hate that dream and I am afraid!!!!!!
hope tomorrow is a better day
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