Not Good!

Im starting to swell up again! Water is collecting in my feet, and legs and hands, and that means its around my heart also.

I thought it maybe because Ive been playing Evony again, for so long, each day, but, that really cant be it, because I spend endless hours on the computer playing Free Cell and Hearts all day long!

My Wife says its the warm weather again. Yesterday and for the past few days, the temperature has been in the 60s, and yesterday it reached 71!! Georgeous day it was, so, I ventured outside and sat on my sing That was an extremely pleasurable moment for me, having the sunshine on my face again...Cant wait for the flowers to start coming up (after we go to the Greenery and get them of course LOL-->Wife never did believe in planting from seeds, cause it takes so long, except for the cucumber plants she always wants to plant by the front fence).

My Sister in Law was here for supper last night, then she and my Wife and my Daughter all went to places unknown, hitting Thrift Shops, Dollar Stores, and having to deliver Pizza to the guys whom my Sister in Law work with, because she has finally become a 'big shot' where she works at LOL Main Secretary along with other Job Titles because a guy retired and she took over his job. So, she has to cater to the guys who work in the shop and who have to get the Orders done for the Steel they cut for different places.

Brother in Law didnt show up, as we thought he would, but, we still had some ribs left over from the other night I munched on...WOW are they GOOD!!

I tried sleeping in my easy chair last night, and with the water build up, I felt like I was 'dying' at times...extreme pressure on my chest...Very uncomfortable feeling, so, I will take an extra water pill today and see if I can get rid of some of the excess. (There have been times, when I was going to exercise or another place, I skipped my water pills, because, I would never make it to the restroom, where I was, and if I dont take them, I basically go as normal, but, just not quite enough to get rid of it all).

Ok, its Saturday. I did my stuff on Evony in twenty minutes, and am done writing about my trials and tribulations and woes LOL.. Now, my Darling Wife has gotten up and gotten me coffee, so I will take my heart pills early and hope the water starts squeezing its way out.

My Wife tells me that at 5am, she woke up drenched in sweat!! Those pills she is taking to try to get her hearing back are making her system wacky! I feel for her, and fear for her also!! She is the last person in my life, that I would, and couldnt afford to lose, because with out her, I have nothing to live for, and probably 'cant' live! Ive come to depend on her for everything, and so have a lot of other people, but, for me, she is virtually my life saver. So, we will have to monitor her medication more closely from now on... I dont mind if I pass on from this life..but, she has more to do than I do! I set a fine example of "what not to do with your life, and am the consequences of a lot of bad decisions" ...
She is the victim of bad circumstances, but, she makes the best of them and I love her for it.

I wish you well...

Jesse