Blogging?

I never thought of blogging before until now. For the short time I've been on this website, I've looked at other people's blogs. Mostly it's short stories and journaling and pondered things. The thing I find most interesting is on this site there is vertually no judging. I'm sure there's contraversal topics out there, but as far as I know I've seen nothing you see on Youtube and Facebook. The comments on videos and status's and posts on those sites usually consist of bad mouthing and judgmental issues and things downing on religion and enthicity. I guess I should start actually entering something.
Today was a bummer. This whole month has been. Usually I'm happy go lucky, but not this month. My best friends mother died, who was close to me. I went to her funeral and had to watch my best friend go through the misery and grief of loosing her mother. A few days after that, my best friend and dog that's been with me for 7-8 years passed away of a sudden sickness that hit her pancreas. This is probably the hardest thing I've ever been through. She was the best dog ever, and it's tough to see her go. Then next I find out my Grandfathers girlfriend passed away of cancer. She spent last Christmas with my family, and it was actually pretty nice with her being there. This whole month has just been a disaster, and though I was on vacation the bad things that happen ever so often still managed to find me. Then I had to go back to school to face everyone with probing questions of how my friend was doing and asking how my vacation was. It's hard coming home and not seeing my baby. It's hard having to explain why I don't want to talk to my boyfriend or friends anymore. Everyones leaving me, and yes I do realize I'm being a little over dramatic. I know I should just get over it. But two main characters in my life just died. My boyfriend expects me to just get through it, regardless how heart broken or sad I am. I feel like thats what everyone expects of me. maybe it's just because I haven't lost so many people at once before, maybe I'm just going crazy? Am I being too dramatic? It just all feels hard. I don't know. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.