im scared is it normal??
Posted 11-20-2008 at 03:20 PM by aprilnicole
hello there im april i am 19 i just found my birth mom on myspace i was adopted when i was 2 years old i lived with my adopted family until the age of 16 i was in and out of my adopted familys home i never wanted to be there the told me at a really young age that i was adopted and of course i didnt want anybody but my birth parents when i was about 14 my adopted mom told me that some bad things happend to me when i was small and it was hard to belive i didnt want to belive it it was always in my mind but never really clicked until i talked to my birth mother i found out i had 2 other brothers i know two of them they were adopted with me and my other brothers one is step but that doesnt matter to me he still is my brother well im goin to meet her soon in like a week and im so scared of what is goin to happend and if it was a good idea of am i shoting myself in the ass i dont know someone help me please
-april nicole
-april nicole
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and.... the next step in your journey is to move forward.
What do you think is your biggest fear in meeting your family?? Stepping out of your self, how do you think you would feel if it was you?, and a daughter you let go was looking for you? Enjoy your incredible journey. Give my blessings to your family and your refound family.
MelissaPosted 11-20-2008 at 07:34 PM by missynun
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You can openly discuss your situation in the Parenting forum. I'm postive you are not alone.
Posted 11-21-2008 at 04:20 AM by 2goldens 
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April, I just recently found my biological family (full story is in the relationship forum in a thread I created) - and yes, it's very scary, but thrilling at the same time. If nothing in the world ever messed your head up, this sure will. We are the lucky few to be given the opportunity to actually know and meet our bio family, some adoptees search years with no results, unfortunately. See the half glass full in this, as opposed to the half glass empty, of course you are scared, it's a very strange situation. I was so freaked out after finding them, I cannot express. Almost like I was having an identity crisis or something, until I put things back into perspective. Remember, you are one of the lucky few, everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by mistake. If you need to talk and figure your head out and sort your thoughts, contact me. I'll respond ASAP. I can relate 1000%.Posted 11-21-2008 at 09:03 AM by JeepGirl118
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Your dream and your wish has come true. Enjoy every minute of this experience. I think your heart might just feel complete now...Keep your head up....going forward.Posted 11-21-2008 at 02:57 PM by Summering
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April I am a birth mother looking for my son. Thank you for your courage in your search. I am afraid to use my space because my other 2 children dont know yet. I dont know what to do.
DawnPosted 11-25-2008 at 11:05 AM by dbeach70
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how did it go april? I know it was years ago buy where are you and mothers relationship at now?Posted 08-03-2011 at 10:44 AM by shan5479
