Regrets and Pain...
Posted 01-09-2011 at 01:56 PM by phoenixscorpiogirl
I lost my love. After a stupid argument, which in turn I got angry and really took it out on him-he left. His family talked to him, turns out he went to the reservation . They don't know where exactly or with who, they cannot even contact him...but it appears I lost him.
I feel so stupid letting my temper go like that and hurting him. And now I'm hurting...I can't stop crying when I think of him or look at the rose he gave me or see his coat in the closet. I miss holding him in my arms so much
, everyone says either he will be back (which I don't believe in my heart, knowing him as I do) or that I just need to get someone new(which I don't want-he was IT for me)
I can only pray to God he stays safe and if he really loves me will find it in his heart to come back. I need him, I feel so incomplete and lost without my baby.
I feel so stupid letting my temper go like that and hurting him. And now I'm hurting...I can't stop crying when I think of him or look at the rose he gave me or see his coat in the closet. I miss holding him in my arms so much
, everyone says either he will be back (which I don't believe in my heart, knowing him as I do) or that I just need to get someone new(which I don't want-he was IT for me)I can only pray to God he stays safe and if he really loves me will find it in his heart to come back. I need him, I feel so incomplete and lost without my baby.
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