Some time I don't know.... and seems to be a lot

I often wonder how people seem to be sooooo happy....


I just don't get it at times. Yeah, I'm surrounded by people... do they get it IDK, I don't always get it myself.

My dad's best friend died a few days ago. I liked him. I was a number in his phone and he accidentally called me a couple of months ago.

It was a funny phone call..... mostly, just cause he ****ed up and called the wrong number.

He was a crude man, most certainly not gonna win any friends no, he had had no manners... no he wasn't a cool guy.

I liked him, he was my dads friend and while I think he was an *******, he was alright. My dad and him had fun, they'd joke around and talk shyt, the sorta thing that high school students do, only in an older package. LOL

I have to see my dad this holiday, it will be a sad holiday without an ******* like "bob"..... I feel for his wife, I feel for his son.... I feel for his friends... but most of all I feel for my dad because as much as they fought, they were friends, and I feel for the lose of his friend.


God bless "bob".