Blog # 1 ......well i join city-Data.com because i wanted to be able to post my points of views and read what others had to say also.....ok lets well i believe in the Paranormal very much i mean there has to be more to then just being born .. i hope there is anyways .. not sure if i want to be a ghost but hey i hope i go on to a better place then to say i just lived that it ..lol..plzzzz .....i have had many encounters with ghosts...have seen them , felt them , heard them sense them since i was 6 years old ..being born hispanic / native american you kinda born into stuff like believing in ghosts ....i learn alot from my grandmother whom i think was wize beyond her years ...anyways i started sensing stuff understanding things about ghost but never said anything for fear i'd be thought as weird or crazy lol.... i post alot of my experiences on my myspace group i am in ....i join really to be able talk to others who have gone through what i have ...anyways if you want to know more just ask me kool...by ..
by ; brenda starz .........
Still Hurting !!!!!
Posted 11-12-2008 at 07:17 AM by brenda starz
well he is still hurting i guess , we chat but i can feel he has'nt fully for given . i feel like i am losing him and i know it will hurt me beyond words ....
....i dont know what to do to bring itn back to where it once was our friendship , the long chats , the trust .... hmmm .. i feel like i am being tornen in 2 lol ... he says everythings ok but its not ... then i have others on my back .. always wanting more and more i can breathe ..... then he comes on and we chat i am ok i can breathe again .. alil bit of sunshine when he is around ... 
.... i am so lost ... lost with out him ... ... he is the sun , the starz , the moon for me ...
....i dont know what to do to bring itn back to where it once was our friendship , the long chats , the trust .... hmmm .. i feel like i am being tornen in 2 lol ... he says everythings ok but its not ... then i have others on my back .. always wanting more and more i can breathe ..... then he comes on and we chat i am ok i can breathe again .. alil bit of sunshine when he is around ... .... i am so lost ... lost with out him ... ... he is the sun , the starz , the moon for me ... Total Comments 3
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Sometimes it's best to let go and move on. I've had friendships that could not be repaired and I felt bad for a long time.Posted 11-12-2008 at 01:46 PM by East Coast Wanderer
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be easy if i could but i wont nor do i give up on those i feel strongely about ...Posted 11-12-2008 at 04:33 PM by brenda starz
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"Whenever you put yourself in a situation that you can't cope with ..try to live through the days as they occur because there is no turning back and as true as you were to yourself , sometimes there is just a reason for the things that happen in your life.. just a reason , so don't try to make yourself crazy by searching for a reason .. sometimes there is just a reason you don't know yet.. live through the moment and keep in mind ; truely whatever happens they don't say "what comes around goes around" like that.. so keep being honest, keep being openminded and openhearted , keep believing in the good and never judge somebody for what someone else did to you..just for the main reason that you won't like to be judged for what someone else did wrong."Posted 11-25-2008 at 05:55 PM by angelican
