This blog is basically to chart my progress in trying to lose weight...
This is a Record of my daily events including my family when appropriate for my other family members to see if they choose to.
This is my legacy, for my family to read after I am dead and burried. So, any thing on here is meant for them only and if it offends anyone, my apologies, but, its not meant for you and them
Chow for now...
May the LORD Bless all who see this.
I wish you well...
Jesse
This is a Record of my daily events including my family when appropriate for my other family members to see if they choose to.
This is my legacy, for my family to read after I am dead and burried. So, any thing on here is meant for them only and if it offends anyone, my apologies, but, its not meant for you and them
Chow for now...
May the LORD Bless all who see this.
I wish you well...
Jesse
Today
Posted 06-10-2010 at 11:08 AM by woodworkingmenace
I went to my exercise session today, but, I really couldnt get into it...
First, I forgot to take my pain meds, so, I felt more pain in my back then I really wanted to, and only went for 7 minutes, instead of 15. I cut my cardio short by 5 min each also, but, did manage to do all my weights in at 100.
I reckon its because I got my new CPAP mask and all the other stuff that goes with it. My Wife, whom I love dearly, has worse sleep apnea than I do, I can hear her gasping for breath, stoping and starting and making all kinds of attempts at breathing every night.
I wear mine, because I love her... I do the exercise because I want a better quality of life with her, but, what the hell am I doing it all for, if she isnt going to use her CPAP for breathing at night and staying ALIVE for me!
People with sleep apnea stop breathing, and start up again...but, sometimes, they just DONT start up and die that way...(been a couple of cases on the news about that lately).
I DONT WANT TO OUTLIVE MY WIFE!! I would be lost with out her, and I cant get it through her head, that I want her to live... Not to wait on me hand and foot, (though she has to a lot more now), but, because I would have no purpose in life, with out her...
Talking to her is useless, I've done that many times and like my Dad says, it goes in one ear, and out the other, sheesh! (Man, I am sounding like my Dad, cause, he was RIGHT...and I will be the first to admit when I am wrong, and someone 'is' right).
Well, she went after our Meds, my heart meds and her meds, so that will be a huge chunk of change out of the budget... But, we always manage to survive.
My Daughter went to Kennywood with her friends today... I wont even get into that one, what my Wife was telling me today about the situation... I just hope that girl finds direction in her life, and starts to realize what its all about. She has her learners permit to drive a car, but, she is going to have to do it 'OUR' way... or, no highway!! I dont relish teaching the last child to drive... In fact, I down right hate the fact that I will be taking her out to drive, because I hated taking my Son out to drive!! Hitting the curbs, going down the wrong way on a one way street (that was my fault there, I didnt know the area)...and all the other things that can go wrong.
We already told my Son, he is 'not' to teach his Sister to drive! Its our car, and we will teach her, as we taught him. Personally, I want her to go through some drivers Education before we do, but, my Wife insists we do it before that...**sigh**....
I wish you well...
(and stay off the sidewalks!!).
Jesse
First, I forgot to take my pain meds, so, I felt more pain in my back then I really wanted to, and only went for 7 minutes, instead of 15. I cut my cardio short by 5 min each also, but, did manage to do all my weights in at 100.
I reckon its because I got my new CPAP mask and all the other stuff that goes with it. My Wife, whom I love dearly, has worse sleep apnea than I do, I can hear her gasping for breath, stoping and starting and making all kinds of attempts at breathing every night.
I wear mine, because I love her... I do the exercise because I want a better quality of life with her, but, what the hell am I doing it all for, if she isnt going to use her CPAP for breathing at night and staying ALIVE for me!
People with sleep apnea stop breathing, and start up again...but, sometimes, they just DONT start up and die that way...(been a couple of cases on the news about that lately).
I DONT WANT TO OUTLIVE MY WIFE!! I would be lost with out her, and I cant get it through her head, that I want her to live... Not to wait on me hand and foot, (though she has to a lot more now), but, because I would have no purpose in life, with out her...
Talking to her is useless, I've done that many times and like my Dad says, it goes in one ear, and out the other, sheesh! (Man, I am sounding like my Dad, cause, he was RIGHT...and I will be the first to admit when I am wrong, and someone 'is' right).
Well, she went after our Meds, my heart meds and her meds, so that will be a huge chunk of change out of the budget... But, we always manage to survive.
My Daughter went to Kennywood with her friends today... I wont even get into that one, what my Wife was telling me today about the situation... I just hope that girl finds direction in her life, and starts to realize what its all about. She has her learners permit to drive a car, but, she is going to have to do it 'OUR' way... or, no highway!! I dont relish teaching the last child to drive... In fact, I down right hate the fact that I will be taking her out to drive, because I hated taking my Son out to drive!! Hitting the curbs, going down the wrong way on a one way street (that was my fault there, I didnt know the area)...and all the other things that can go wrong.
We already told my Son, he is 'not' to teach his Sister to drive! Its our car, and we will teach her, as we taught him. Personally, I want her to go through some drivers Education before we do, but, my Wife insists we do it before that...**sigh**....
I wish you well...
(and stay off the sidewalks!!).
Jesse
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