Well, me and my guy are back together...we found ourselves back together after an agonizing 5 days apart.
Things aren't always easy, especially being under pressure with everyday life and the jobless situation. I can definitely see why people divorce over financial difficulties! Being stressed out and jobless does creat a very unhappy situation...
When we argue we have learned we have to listen to each other. I also need to learn to back off because I'm the type that likes to pursue...

I lost my love. After a stupid argument, which in turn I got angry and really took it out on him-he left. His family talked to him, turns out he went to the reservation . They don't know where exactly or with who, they cannot even contact him...but it appears I lost him.
I feel so stupid letting my temper go like that and hurting him. And now I'm hurting...I can't stop crying when I think of him or look at the rose he gave me or see his coat in the closet. I miss holding him in my arms so...

I have trust issues. It has been a long time since I have had a real relationship with someone. I didn't want to fall in love again.
But one day I did. He was beautiful to me. We didn't date long before we moved in together. Although we love each other and he treats me good and makes me laugh and we have amazing chemistry I still cannot give all my trust. Sometimes at night as I stroke his face and kiss those full sexy lips of his I wonder if I will ever be able to give all my trust.
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My little grandson Tyler is almost 3 months old now. he is starting to smile a lot .
yesterday I was playing with him and I got him to laugh by lightly tickling his collarbone. It was so cute-he was laughing sooo much for a baby his age!
And I was the first person to make him laugh I'm very proud of that fact my daughter and her fiance keep trying to get him to laugh but no dice. I told them I have a way with kids.
I can't wait til he's a little older I am sooo going to...

Well looks like updating my resume is on the back burner for now. I have a home project I am doing which is redecorating my daughters room, I bought paint for it this morning and a pretty lime green rug to match the furry green ottoman she bought with her own money. Hopefully I'll get it started this week.
Unfortunately I found what looked like fleas in the house this morning....although we have cats they hardly go out. But I was freaking out so I bought flea spray and tortured my two cats...