I never did update about the lesions. It was found they are not cancer characteristic so it's one of those things we just have to watch.

As I drove to McGuire AFB today in the rain, I started to shake. I had a full-blown panic attack on 295. I managed to talk my out of it. I certainly did not want to get into a car crash. I sipped some water and I calmed down.

As I was waiting to see my doctor, I started having another panic attack....right there in the waiting room. I got up, walked to the door and calmed myself down.

The young airman called my name. Usually when I go to McGuire, I get a female tech but...

Please forgive me...I'm new to this blogging thang! I wrote this as a comment to my other blog post. I will delete that comment as soon as I post this:

Here Goes:

Wow! What a weird day!
We drove down 55 and had lunch at a diner in Maurice River Twp. I really wanted to find some off-the-beaten-path place that sold seafood but hunger pangs took over so we ate at the diner. There was nothing remarkable about this diner but that is because I am from and live in NJ where...

A recent thread on City-Data talked about the 21 counties of New Jersey. It asked out of the 21, how many had you visited.

Almost everyone (including moi) had never been to Cumberland County. I always wondered about it myself. I envision it as endless farmland, not so nice towns/cities (Vineland and Bridgeton come to mind) and otherwise just BLAH!.

But....there is something down on the western shore (that's a weird thing to say) that has always intrigued me. There are...

I went to the doctor recently complaining of pain in my tailbone. I fell and cracked it back in 1996. I was walking on a Manhattan street with two cups of coffee from the diner in both hands when..whoosh, I fell directly on my back (ice) and cracked my tailbone. I had x-rays done but what could they do?...put a cast on my ass? Anyway, I remember it taking about 6 months to heal. Fast forward 13 years and now I find it hard to sit. Oh....and by the way, As I was flat on my back, unable to get up,...