The Ex-when I met her on a forum she didn't post much, when she did, from what I recall, it was kind and supportive. She seemed to have a good sense of humor. I used to flirt all the time, and she never bought into it. That intrigued me. I had to trick her in to talking with me by sending her a picture of a plant she might help me identify. In the back ground was a naked reflection of me. You would have had to study the picture, but I figured if she was curious to see what was reflected sitting...

A crap day today!

My ex and I have had mutual friends on FB. I noticed where they have recently deleted some of my comments on their posts where my ex has also left comments. My comments didn't include her! This is amazingly petty, but wow! It sure made me feel secluded!! I've attempted to be above all pettiness while we separated. I'm trying to be a good sport. I'm trying to show that I'm tough and I'm not affected by this but damn! It hurts! And meanwhile, she is posting...

For those of you who have read my posts and or read my blog, one thing we can all agree on is that I am very self centered. I can't argue that.

I am on a search for balance and what that means to me. I have a seedy, dark side, and I also have a side that sees a clear example of what I deem as right, respectable, classy, kind, forgiving and decent. I have walked both side of the fence, convincingly.

My journey is to find myself in what are more reasonable parameters...

I love dancing! I dance or bop when I'm cleaning the house, mowing a yard, buying groceries. I used to love going out to a club and dancing my ass off for hours! Totally unproductive, but I could waste a life doing it. I'm not that good at it. I'll watch people dance and I pale in comparison to what I consider a good dancer is. It doesn't stop me though.

I haven't gone dancing in years. I don't even know what music is playing in the clubs where one can dance. If it's the...

Happy New Year to all!

My New Year started a few months ago. However, things that i will accomplish this year...

Continue to write this blog. It is interesting to me to read through these and see patterns that I may have not allowed myself to be aware of.

When I feel I'm slipping into a funk I will continue to find something else to do that is new to me.

I will sell my house in SC.

I will start college in the summer.
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