As the day progressed today I could feel myself continuing to spiral downward. This sucks. It consumes so much energy trying to just maintain. Not to continue the spiral.
I really want to go out dancing, but that environment is not one I need to be in right now. To much potential to make myself feel even worse, regardless how the evening would play out.

My renter did not show up to court, which I kind of expected. I was really hoping she was going to show up and settle...

Really bummin today. Tomorrow morning I have to drive 3 hours to and 3 hours back for a 10 minute court appointment. I'm in the process of having to evict a resident from one of my houses. I hate doing this so close to Christmas. Granted I won't actually have to put her out until after the holidays, but still. The whole situation sucks.

I am getting a little stir crazy here as well. My house is spotless. Laundry is done. Wood is chopped. 57 channels and nothing on. NO Thursday...

I had a fun time on the threads today. Seemed the full moon had a more relaxing effect on the masses for a change.

I am surprised at how many of you are reading my blogs. There is almost pressure now to go back and finish that quality of life blog. HAHAHA I heard that! I don't suffer from performance anxiety. I'll finish it!, I'm just having a tough time condensing some of the thoughts so it doesn't read like "War and Peace"

I've got another idea for...

I love women!!! At the possibility of upsetting so many of them with this blog. Or sounding juvenile. Sorry! I love them!!

I love to flirt with the women who probably don't get flirted with too often.

I love making women smile! A wink, saying the right thing at the right moment, my whistling, what ever it takes. I think women have the power to show a straight face most of the time, so typically when they smile at me, I feel it is genuine. HAHAHA even if they...

I am grateful that my wife has allowed me to see her son, M, for a couple of hours, the past couple of Mondays. A couple of weeks ago we sat and played legos and chatted about all sorts of different things. Last week I helped him hang up some of his posters and he showed me some of his latest creations on Minecraft. M is 14 years old. A little awkward, but most kids are at his age. In the past year and a half, he has grown as tall as I am, his voice has dropped and I had to teach him how to...