The great love story was always in my head. You laid the groundwork, said the right words, I let myself believe. And than poof! It was gone faster than it lasted. I used to tell you I never saw a honeymoon period be so short. I just kept clinging on cuz I wanted to believe. Maybe I just thought I fell for you, but what I was really falling for was a fantasy. That I just chose to give in to the fantasy that you really believed the things you said to me and that I was going to come out ok from...

I get that you're broken and hurt and I get that you think your ****ed even tho I think that things can get better. You're not ****ed, its a decision. I get all of the signs and **** behind your toxic brain and how stuck you feel and frustrated. What I don't get is why you keep dragging me along when you so clearly have no compassion or love for me anymore or what I did. What you get out of it. And I don't get why I have to pay for everything that everyone has done to you. From your mom to...

Funny how you say things like you want me to be with you while you visit your Mom and take her the kitten, or be at the game with you and your brother. But your actions and lack of show me you don't want me in your life and around your family at all. You have done nothing to get out of that RV, be with me, make a future, and don't seem to have the time to have real conversations with me. Why wouldn't you stay longer in CA, you're good. I see it in your smiles in the pictures you take. You are...

I have waited and waited. this password thing, your mom's address thing, sending your ss card to Lori's thing, but you call and ask me for my passwords and emails that I have always given you. It's dumbfounding. The drinking and no respect for anyone in the house that you JUST moved to. Again. You don't agree with it, everyone else can be damned. Your suspicion of everything I do, when I am the transparent one. You are the one that tried continuing a relationship with me while starting to...

for that quick small moment in time, just from that one short snip out of my life I felt love. And I felt loved, and safe. I felt lucky and amazing. And it was one incredible bolt of lightening going through every single cell in my body and I was yours. That first night we were together. Damn it was unexpected. Especially cuz I hadnt even thought about it. Im still not sold 100% that you had, past the extent that you just like to imagine being with every female you talk to. It was something...