I am very new to this. To blogging, to socializing outside of my circle of friends. My life has become something I never expected, and I am trying my hardest to figure out where I want it to be. When we're little kids teachers ask, "What do you want to be when you grow up?" Either I haven't finished growing up, or I don't now what I want to be. I like to believe I haven't finished growing up, because if I have then I have done nothing in life that I have wanted to. Most kids want...