So, This is my first blog on here. It may be a bit long since I have had so much on my mind that has needed to get off of my chest. I will try to keep it short though! :)

Basically, I have been with my boyfriend for almost 4 years. Our relationship has gone through MANY rough times (dirty texts to his ex gf's, secretly meeting up with girls, always putting me in second place for everything, etc) which has made the trust level in our relationship pretty low. Obviously I forgave him...